Quite honestly

Quite honestly.
I find it interesting that you preach so highly, but don’t use your own advice yourself.
That you complain I’ve found someone else,
When you as well have taken a new lover.
You call to brag about what happened with her between your covers.
And its odd.
To watch the sweet young guy I once loved so much.
Watch all the good leave, carried away like wind with dust.
You adapt to a new tactic . A clever mix of insults and mind games.
But try as you might, I refuse to fight back with you either way.

And quiet honestly,
I don’t think it’s you I’ve ever missed.
But who it was you once had been.
And I think we’ve been living too much in our memories,
To recognize the changes that came over you and me.
And it saddens me to say,
That while we promised we’d come back to each other after our new beau’s one day.
The mental image of me with him and you with her, is some new self-induced torture,
That leaves us wounded, yet we continue on for more.

But I,
I wont watch this sweet thing we once had twist into some new form of hatred.
Won’t help fuel the fire that burns our once love, from life to dead.
I cant take the insults anymore, your changing concern of me and the back in forth of loving  and loathing.
From the man who claimed the title “different”. (Promise maker of “No more hurting)
And you,
You will go on without me here.
I promise you, my influence isn’t that crucial, well, to you dear.
And you and I will forget each other within time,
And we will be another mess termed “Ex”, only with bad memories of our shared lives.

And I think,
This is enough to summarize the ending of the two years of us.
That’s been building within me for these last six months.
And you complained you wanted to know if something was written about you.
Well here you are, hope it suits.